Day 506

UPDATE

Start.

(I don't even really care for these party pictures...but alas...things must be documented)



(Rande wondering what the hell I was doing standing behind the lamp...)

Tonight we held Scott's going away party.
I couldn't tell if he liked it or not.

It was a strange day and even weirder night. I feel like there are a handful of people in my life that are just fine. Their lives are exactly what they should be right now...and their state of being can be tweaked slightly one way or another...but for the most part everything is in it's right place.


...but there are a small set of people that I feel have some sort of odd understanding of the world around them as of right now (this includes there views of themselves). I base this off of how I see people interact with each other.

More stuff about the Human Condition.

I am vague on purpose...mostly because I dare not say certain things about people that may or may not read this blog...but mostly because I don't quite understand it myself. When I talk to them, or spend time with them I can tell.

I can tell that there is something slightly different about how they are interacting with the world.

Wait.

I am not making any sense. I don't really know what I am talking about. I know that I have this thought in my head...and it makes total sense...but I can't quite articulate it.

I will just say this then:

Yesterday made me feel really weird.

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Seeing people interact at work.
Seeing people interact at my house.
Seeing people not interact.
Sensing people avoiding other people
Wondering about people
Wondering about what might be happening across town, or down the street.
Using phones.
Not using phones.



et cetera


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~end of transmission~



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6/4/2008

taken : 6/4/2008

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Watched it rain today.

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It's funny how when you are waiting for a phone call you run through all sorts of paranoid things when that call doesn't come.

Is my phone working?

Maybe that call came through when I was on the other line and for some reason call waiting stopped working...

Maybe my phone bounced the voicemail?

or maybe the text message?

all sorts of things...

or maybe that is just me.

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I wasted a bunch of paper today.

Sad.