Day 572

Ben Harper : Another Lonely Day



8/9/2008

taken : 8/9/2008

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Sometimes I feel old.

...not in the sense I have experienced a lot, and have a burden of what I have seen...

But I am just tired a lot.

Emotions really wear me out.


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I spent most of the day around other people. Almost from the time I woke up till now, I was with at least 1 person...but something was missing. Even though I was with other people all day, I felt that I was not connecting with anyone. Everyone seems very quiet lately. I have been in my head a lot, but it seems like many people I know are the same. Strange how you can spend all day with people, and still feel like you're by yourself.




(Scott Lawan)
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Well...I did that stupid thing I talked about yesterday. I bought a lens. I justify it as, well...I need it for work. It's not like I am hoping I will have jobs coming to help pay for it...I KNOW I have jobs coming up that will help.



It's the Canon 70-200mm f/4 L.


(fuck, I spent a lot of money today...mostly money I don't have...but alas...jobs are coming)

It's a pretty sweet lens. Minus the fact that the aperture is a little on the slow side for me, and I got the non-Image Stabilization version...it's still awesome. (the first two photos were taken with that lens)

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and while the light tent was out...



I took a picture of Anna's fish.

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I went out drinking with some folks.

I came home and took Lacey for a walk.

The whole time I was trying to think about how to articulate in words the way I feel...but I can't.

The best way to describe it is one long sigh.


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not sure.


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