Day 470

Bjork - Human Behaviour

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It's

um...

well,

I,

uh,

well

you see,

how to put it?

I,

uh,

think,

um,

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damn.

dammit to hell.
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I faced quite a dilemma today.

I had not eaten since about 8:00 PM the previous night.

And here it was 12:30 the next day.

I wasn't hungry.

I knew I should eat something.

I knew there was room in my body for it.

But the shitty thing about it was...

I knew I wouldn't necessarily enjoy whatever I got,

because I wasn't hungry at all.

Do I buy some cheap shitty food?

Or some half way decent food?

I couldn't decide.

"Fuck it. One less thing I have to worry about," I thought.

...so I didn't eat anything.

end of story.


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Shortly after this I saw my friend Anna.

I love seeing Anna...but it happens quite infrequently.

Sometimes we get coffee together.

Anna is a biochem major...and she is on the track team and cross country team. She is a busy person...she also speaks German.

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"Hey, I am actually in a huge rush. I have to go meet with one of my professors right now," she stated to me(...in English, not German).

So I slapped her a high five (...an American high five...not the German kind).

...but I wasn't sure if it was because it was nice to see her or because I solved my not hungry/not going to enjoy any food because I am not hungry crisis thingy...


meh...it was both.


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and blah blah blah

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and fuck that

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shit.

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Hope to see you soon Anna.